Communal Grief

I wasn’t going to write about this, because it hurts too much. Even from afar. Even though I don’t know these people. But somehow I have to. I have a towel in my lap and my hands are shaking and I hope the girls don’t hear a strange noise from Daddy’s study and come to investigate.

The other day, during my daily reading, I came across this post on Doc Searls’ page. I read it and it broke my heart. But I soldiered up and tried to stuff the story and the feelings away somewhere.

But then tonight I went back. It wasn’t a choice- it was a human mandate. One human being to another. One parent to another. I read every word. Sobbing, shaking. With my towel.

I didn’t cry this hard when my dad died. Or when my mom died. But none of that matters. All that matters is that I am so sorry.

Those words seem hollow. Like a greeting or a nod.

But this time they are more than that. Much, much more than that.

I’m done for tonight. I’m going to find my children and hug them, tell them how much I love them and just be with them.

If they ask why Daddy is crying, I’ll just tell them because I am a Daddy. And because I love them.

No tags, no links.

Just sorrow.

Three Cheers for the Liberty

Liberty

Cassidy’s basketball team, the Liberty, had their last game today. Afterwards they had a snack and got trophies and a DVD we made of one of their games.

It was a fun season, and even though Cassidy is a year younger than the rest of the girls, she played hard and had fun.

The other coaches and I had a great time and we’re all looking forward to next season.

Four Things Meme

James Kendrick tagged me today in the Four Things Meme.

This is similar to one I got via email last month from a non-blogging friend of mine, but this is the first time (to my knowledge) I’ve been tagged via blog. Thanks JK!

Maybe I’m just new to the meme tagging business, but what a great way to find out a little about each other.

Four jobs I’ve had:

1) Bag Boy
2) Lifeguard
3) Heat Set Machine Operator
4) Lawyer

Four movies I can watch over and over:

1) Spaceballs
2) The Holy Grail
3) Raising Arizona
4) Up in Smoke

Four TV shows I love to watch:

1) Battlestar Galactica
2) The Amazing Race
3) Survivor
4) Lost

Four places I’ve been on vacation:

1) Bahamas
2) Cozumel
3) Santa Fe
4) Kamloops

Four favorite dishes:

1) Sushi
2) Poblano Chicken
3) Christina Fenrich’s gumbo
4) Arnie Fenrich’s garlic mashed potatoes

Four websites I visit daily:

1) Flickr
2) My Yahoo
3) Bloglines
4) Tech Memeorandum

Four bloggers I’m tagging:

1) Zoli Erdos
2) Doc Searls
3) Dave Wallace
4) Russell Limprecht

What Makes a Business Real?

karnak-793130In a post mostly designed to claim Karnak the Magnificent status, with a brief time out to praise another blogger who used to work for him for quoting him, Jason Calacanis explains to us why YouTube is “not a real business.” The circle is about to collapse on itself and we’re still in the first paragraph.

Anyway, for those like me who were bored with the story and didn’t really follow it, NBC made YouTube take down uploaded videos of the “Lazy Sunday” Saturday Night Live skit that got so much run recently- mostly because it was so available on the net. Many think, and I agree, that NBC shot itself in the foot by squelching the kind of buzz a dying of old show like the once hilarious SNL needs. This is exactly the kind of knee-jerk reaction you’d expect from old media, but some people found it compelling and there was much blogging about it.

Jason goes gives us all the reasons why YouTube is not a real business, primarily because it allows people to upload video that might be pirated. First, he compares YouTube to Kazaa and that file-sharing ilk. Then he takes a quick 180 and says that YouTube shouldn’t be shut down because it’s just like the phone company: it provides the dial tone (upload space) but what the customer does with it is up to the customer.

Does this mean that the phone company is not a real business either? Actually, it’s probably not, at least in its traditional form, but that’s not what Jason’s talking about.

Does this also mean that Flickr is not a real business? Good thing nobody told Yahoo that. How about all the file storage sites that people actually pay for (a novel concept in Web 2.0)? Does a pirated MP3 make those non-businesses as well?

I could almost get there on the argument that YouTube is not a real business, since I have said many times here that relying solely on ad revenue is not a good medium or long term business plan, mainly because you have too many players fighting over too few ad dollars in a very cyclical and fickle online ad market.

But then we get to the good part.

Jason tells us the good businesses.

Digg, Engadget and MySpace.

Engadget, of course, being one of the blogs in the blog network Jason sold to AOL, for allegedly big dollars. He still works for AOL, presumably over the blog network he created.

I wonder if he sees even a hit of irony here?

The others, while hugely popular and wildly successful by Web 2.0 standards, also rely almost entirely on ad revenue dollars.

Being at the front of the line when the limited ad dollars are passed out is a huge advantage. But it doesn’t make you IBM and, in my opinion, it doesn’t create the dangerous bubble valuations we keep getting hints of.

So these may or may not be real businesses, but just like “strange women lyin’ in ponds distributin’ swords is no basis for a system of government,” the possibility of a pirated file is no basis for deciding that something isn’t a real business.

"Oh man, I shot Harry in the face"

One of the great things about being the Vice President is that, in addition to getting to go hunting all over the place, if you accidently pull a Vincent Vega and shoot someone in the face, they apologize to you.

Maybe this will start a new trend.

Someone steals your car, write them a note apologizing for not having a nicer one.

Lose your wallet to a pickpocket, track them down and slip them an extra 20.

The neighborhood kids egg your house, take their parents a dozen eggs to replace the broken ones.

I think this might get legs

Hawkzilla vs The Sock Puppet

Let me begin by saying that I don’t know if this allegation is true or not. I don’t play computer games anymore- not because I wouldn’t love to, but (a) I don’t have time and (b) if I want to keep my kids from discovering what an X-Box is, Daddy can’t sit around playing Civ IV all day.

But I do know a lot about message boards, having founded and developed some very popular ones. And, unfortunately, I know about the sock puppet problem. A sock puppet is a separate account (or many separate accounts) that a user creates to support a message or position he or she wants to promote on a message board. We had that problem the day ACCBoards.Com went live, and we still have it today. The first cousin of the sock puppet is the shill poster- someone who has an undisclosed relationship with the original poster and whose primary purpose on the message boards is to further the agenda of the original poster.

The most common reason someone creates a sock puppet is to avoid or delay getting banned from a message board. If someone posts objectionable material at ACCBoards.Com they get banned. It they have another account or accounts in their pocket, they can continue the disruptive behavior using the other account.

You also see this on some of the penny stock message boards, typically by short sellers who want to trash a stock they have shorted. Another good reason never to read stock message boards. I learned that lesson the hard way back when I was otherwise doing very well in the market. My story about avoiding stock boards made the cover of Money Magazine, but I digress.

The other reason for a sock puppet is to try to take a short cut to credibility or respect. If every time someone posts something, 5-10 sock puppets (controlled by the original poster) post messages agreeing with whatever was said, it gives the temporary and false impression that the original poster knows what he or she is talking about. I say temporary because in my vast experience in this area, sock puppets are always discovered and the puppeteer subjected to harsh criticism and ejection from the message boards.

A sock puppet is the message board equivalent of setting up a bunch of other blogs and linking like crazy to your own posts. I’m sure it happens. I’m also sure it would be apparent to anyone who looked closely.

sockpuppetAnyhow, The Consumerist has posted an article indicating that computer graphics card manufacturer Nvidia may have hired people to post on gaming message boards in a manner favorable to Nvidia graphics cards.

According to a follow-up post at The Consumerist, the Public Relations Director of Nvidia responded to the original article with an email (I presume it was an email, the follow-up doesn’t say how the response was delivered) that does little to dispel the allegation. The quoted response says, in part:

AEG [the company alleged to have hired the sock puppets] helps us to manage the online community – we engage with some NV fans to help educate people on the web.

They are NOT hired actors!

They are NOT “shils”!

I know I’m from the country but “manage the online community” sounds like one of those pre-owned cars words. It sounds good, but doesn’t tell us much. Again, I don’t know if Nvidia hired sock puppets or not. It may not have. My point is about the need for message board integrity- not about what Nvidia may or may not have done.

And even if a mistake was made, as Thomas Hawk points out, we’ve all made them. The important thing is to admit them, apologize and learn from your mistakes. Sony learned something about that lately.

But I will say this. If a company did hire people to go to message boards and acquire multiple accounts for the purpose of gaining an audience and then posting favorable comments about its product, that would concern me greatly as a member of that message board community and as a consumer.

There’s more at stake here than what video card someone buys. It’s the expectation on the part of message board users that the people they are interacting with there are who they claim to be. Not someone paid to be there for some other purpose.

Paid representatives are fine- they provide a presence, promote good public relations and give quick, if unofficial, technical support to users. But such people need to disclose that relationship, in their signature or at least in their profiles.

It’s all about disclosure.

What a difference a signature (the end of a post message board kind) makes.

Thomas Hawk has posted updates to his original post linked above. It seems he has emailed with and spoken to the same Nvidia representative. I can’t tell exactly what the actual relationship is between Nvidia and the people, if any, who are paid to post on message boards, but Thomas seems to be asking the right questions.

My Football Evolution

It’s Superbowl Sunday. Pre around 1980 I would be really fired up about that and anxiously waiting for the game. We’ve got the pool heated and the new play yard ready for our Superbowl party- 4-5 families and lots and lots of kids. I love get togethers like this and can’t wait for everyone to get here.

But I don’t care a whit about the game. I’ve been thinking about how little I care about NFL football and trying to map out how I got from huge fan to not even remotely a fan.

I still watch a lot of sports, but almost all of it is college sports. I still like major league baseball a little- the Astros’ trip to the World Series is a “pinch myself” moment for me. I haven’t watched one consecutive minute of the NBA in years- I don’t really consider it basketball. It’s more like entertainment for the X-Box generation.

But football. Where did I lose my love of pro football?

I remember as a kid pulling for my favorite teams. First, the Colts with Johnny lamonica-750166Unitas. Then briefly the Dolphins, and ultimately the Raiders. From Daryl Lamonica to Kenny Stabler, the Raiders were my team.

But somewhere along the way our country’s obsession with money infected pro sports. Golf used to be measured by average score or maybe tournaments won. Now it’s measured (in the paper and on the course) by how much money you’ve won. Similarly, the NBA has lost generations of fans by becoming a league of tattooed, jewelry wearing mercenaries. As I have said here before, I know very few, if any, people who go to NBA games on their own nickel.

While I used to love watching Magic Johnson, Kareem Abdul-Jabbar, Larry Bird, Doctor J, Hakeem Olajuwon and Charles Barkley play, sitting here today I can’t match 10 NBA players with their teams. Why? Because I find the product the NBA is selling to be utterly uninteresting.

tigger_football-700164The NFL has done a better job than the NBA at keeping at least some of the focus on the sport as opposed to the money and the lifestyle. But the almighty dollar and the bling bling lifestyle have affected the NFL as well. Players like TO have done more to turn me off of the sport than the Kenny Stablers, Walter Paytons and Earl Campbells did to make me love it. When I see some guy start to dance like Tigger after making a tackle or getting a first down, I switch channels. I don’t hate them for acting like idiots. I just find it boring.

I remember one year, around 1980, when I had to choose between going skiing or watching the superbowl (the Raiders were playing, but I had abandoned them as my favorite team after Stabler left). I went skiiing. Had a lot of fun and never looked back.

And before someone reminds me in a Comment, going to school at the football powerhouses of Wake Forest and Vanderbilt probably didn’t help my football fan development either.

But at least college football is still a little about the sport. They keep the Ikky Shuffle problems somewhat under control.

It’s still sports, mostly. The NFL just isn’t sports to me anymore.

But the commercials are good and The Stones are playing at halftime. And the pool is heated. And some other folks, most of whom care little about the game, are coming over.

Life is good.

Netflix and the Video Download Jones

netflixOm Malik (who has now gone 508 consecutive days without linking to Newsome.Org) has an article today about Netflix and its continuing jones to get into the video download game. Recall that Netflix thought it had a deal working with TIVO for some sort of video download service, but the movie studio cartel put an end to those plans.

Now there’s evidence that Netflix remains interested in developing some sort of video download service. Naill Kennedy, while taking a break from trying to solve my Technorati 42 and only 42 links problem, found some job postings where Netflix is looking for people for jobs that sound related to the serving, downloading and playing of video content.

I have said many times that I think selling downloadable video for viewing on computers and iPods and whatnot is the biggest much ado about nothing since Y2K. It is a supply in search of a demand. But I have also said that I use and love Netflix. So what about this potential pairing of a great thing (Netflix) and a generally stupid thing (downloadable videos)?

First of all, of the many things wrong with the whole downloadable video concept, the thing that is most wrong is that it generally involves: (a) reruns of free and/or boring content, (b) being sold, (c) to be downloaded and somehow moved onto some other device, (d) where it will be viewed in a lesser format on a tiny screen.

But that may not be true in the case of Netflix’s proposed service. Perhaps Netflix is trying to use the internet as merely a cheaper distribution method. Perhaps Netflix wants to give people the option of downloading the videos they currently get in the mail, not to some tiny little iPod, but to their video recorders to be viewed on their TVs. Here’s what has to happen for that to work:

1) Make it cost no more than Netflix customers currently pay. It’s a distribution method only. If it’s cheaper for Netflix, good for them- we want them to stay in business. But few will pay more for something that is, at best, only marginally more convenient.

2) Make it work seamlessly with our current hardware, or at least with cheap new hardware we can rent or purchase. I watch videos on my HDTV. Whether they get there via mailed DVDs or downloaded files makes no material difference to me.

3) Make it seem instantaneous. It takes a long time to download an entire movie. So let us order them today via a screen that looks and feels like (or perhaps is) the current Netflix website, have them downloaded overnight and available tomorrow.

4) Don’t clog up our broadband connections. That’s why you have to have the downloads done late at night.

5) Permit no stupid DRM limitations. One of the problems with Movielink is that you only have a short period to watch the movie. We don’t want to give up the flexibility we have with mailed DVDs. So keep the rules the same.

If all of this happens, I would absolutely consider letting Netflix distribute my movies to me over the net. This is nothing like the $1.99 Lost rerun on a tiny screen. It’s the same thing I have now, only hopefully a little cheaper for Netflix.

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